Kitty litter....driving time...and other impossible thoughts

As i was driving home from dropping my second son at the airport these thoughts took over.  I miss my boys alot and i have a hard time with them growing up. It was a little crowded over the holiday break, but a good kind of crowded. But it didnt stop my random panic attacks that happen, less frequently but with greater intensity, what have I done? 
Ok so to live in your RV/travel trailer you must pare down.  Get rid of all extra things that clutter your life unnecessarily.  If you are unsure what I mean read some of my earlier posts.  It is an emotional and painful process and apparantly one that takes the better part of a year. We managed to get rid of alot of stuff while we have been on the road.  If we dont use it out it goes.  But for some unfathomable reason I can't seem to get rid of the three containers of kitty litter that were imperative we bring on the road.  Keep in mind that I started with three containers of kitty litter and one cat, which preferred to be outside. So I didnt even have a litter box.  But we would when we moved into the rv.  So while I with great emotional turmoil got rid of hundreds of my beloved books, and 75% of my cherished shoes, the kitty litter stayed. What you say?  I have no rational explanation except to say I have spent three years in therapy and I am heavily medicated.   This stop I even went so far as to offer it to someone else.  It never happened and so tomorrow I wake up early, prepare to pack up and move to the next place and continue to carry with me three containers of kitty litter. So if you are in the process of packing and pairing down just ask yourself "is this my kitty litter?"  If it is, leave yourself from the burden of dragging it around and just get rid of it.